My family is awful
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My mother is a monster and I'm going to hell cause I definitely have her demon blood in me. My father is a monster and I'm going to help cause I definitely have his demon blood in me. My awful mother was barely around from when I was born to now, floating around and bullshitting me from time to time, my awful father has been doing the same from when I was born to now.
My father is a homophobic, rude, annoying, stupid fucking asshole, he is a bad father and a dirty no good whore, and I plan to be nothing like him when I get my apartment and move my daughter in. I do not need to wish misfortune on my father because he is already going to rot in hell, I was forced to get a girlfriend because my homophobic father kept calling me a faggot and a sissy and a bitch for having friends and playing the game a lot, though he would also admit he was a serial killer at my age and he did all types of drugs and crimes, then go straight back to me being a faggot, he is awful and I genuinely don't need to wish misfortune on him, it would be redundant, he is sickly, short, and a loser already, just a couple minutes ago I told him I wanted to get a job to get an apartment and live by myself, he called me a bitch several times, said that that was some bitch ass shit, and that he'd punch me in my face if I ever said that again, I do not love my father, I pity him although he doesn't deserve it. My fathers mother constantly tries to defend his actions, would you believe she's one of the best people to me in my bloodline? My father genuinely refuses to allow me to be happy, for all 16 years of my life he has screamed at me, insulted me, and attacked me, he is an entirely grown man baby, I truly despise him, he will not be knowing my daughter, my daughter will be told that my father is an amazing war veteran who died in a car crash and raised me with my amazing mother to be the man I am whenever I tell my daughter this story. I couldn't even tell my father that I got assaulted, and the friends of mine that he calls faggots are the people I had to tell cause I couldn't talk to anyone else. My father isn't as bad as my mother because twice this year he has tried to improve, he didn't but he made some form of an attempt and it's better than what I'm used to.
My mother is a useless, annoying, worthless, dirty no good whore, she is actually a demon in disguise, even more so than my father somehow. My mother is insufferable and deserves no love. I seriously cannot explain everything my mother has done to me, so instead I'm just going to give a list:
Not caring I was SA'ed
Putting a knife to my neck 3x(4x counting when my younger brother did the same in my sleep)
Not caring about me needing glasses and hearing AIDS until I began telling my school councillors and she began to be seen as a bad parent
Allowing my elder sister to move back in the house and kicking me out of my room and in to a room with a 7 year old
Forcing me to live in a dirty room
Forcing my other elder sister to raise me
Allowing my elder sister to choke me and attack me over nothing, having video footage I did nothing, not even fight back, then doing nothing, and forcing me to apologize when I kicked me leg behind my sisters leg when she was choking me and we both fell and her big stupid fat ass broke MY fan
Kicking me out cause I begged her to force my younger brother to shower and wear clean clothes, on the night of a basketball game, and forcing me to call my coach to pick me up(but it also led to 1 of the 4 times my father acted like a father last year)
Body slamming me 2x
Allowing my 300 pound elder brother to truck me into a wall after I punched my mother off me when she tried and terribly failed to choke me
Trying and failing to gaslight me into believing I was a bad son after I had to call the police on her and my siblings
Calling me a demon and saying I was going to hell
Crying when I called her a bitch when she told me to kill myself
Crying when I tried to kill myself
Crying when I told her I didnt try to kill myself (seperate from earlier)
Crying when I didnt want to speak to her at the mental hospital she sent me to 3x
Getting mad and screaming at me when I ate 10 cookies without sharing the same week she discovered my elder sister had been smoking, sneaking out, drinking, having sex, when she was my age(14)
Getting mad at me when I refused to sleep in the same bed as my younger brother
Getting mad at me when I got close to one of the police officers that responded to our house the night she tried to kill me
Berating me when I said I was tired mentally and physically when we had been working all week and the man she lied to me and called my grandfather died
Choosing men over me 5x(she even had time to cheat and get a fiance, then cheat on him, before getting me glasses)
Cutting me
Yelling at me to go ahead and kill myself when she discovered I was cutting myself(I wasn't, I was getting cut by a female friend and taking baby steps to hopefully having sex)
Hitting me with metal over the head and giving me my third concussion
Not giving me a birthday or Christmas gift after she kicked me out(which made me far more angry than a majority of the list, because at the time I was looking forward to a new laptop or at least buying Barotrauma and Rimworld Odyssey DLC, very serious I was extremely angry at this)
I went from my mother's house to now my fathers house, I don't care about my father enough to cry at his funeral but honestly I would visit
I am 16 going on 17 and cannot wait to move out, I scored high on my act and I'm gonna take a sat soon
For dinner: Some great tacos I had, three birria, three carne asada or something anyway I'm going to add to this post soon with a picture of me and my daughter skating