I OFFICIALLY GIVE UP ANY HOPE for the most hype path of ECE
Network theory is officially the worst subject for me . If I can't even handle fucking circuits , how can I ever hope to do anything in VLSI ? this path is not for me .
semiconductor physics ? I am consistently studying from Streetman and Banerjee and it's exercises and they are difficult but doable and even intuitive for me .
EMFT ? Maxwell's equations, wave propagation , polarization? great AND already cleared . Going to start transmission lines soon . this is some great stuff . Such a beautiful subject.
Maths ? no question about it . It's love at this point. I don't even follow GATE coaching lectures anymore , strictly from NPTEL or MIT and books. Cleared entire calculus, currently in linear algebra .
How and why the fuck I can't solve fucking circuits problems of what is supposed to be the most basic subject ? this shit isn't physics or maths it's more catching the pattern than anything. Also my brain spirals about fields whenever I see this shit .
I will study basic circuits because it's needed in every domain of ECE and EE . But I know my ass ain't getting a top rank , and I know I will absolutely fuck things up if I ever go the route of VLSI .
after 6 months I will start studying signals and that would be my last hope .. Hopefully I like it enough or I will change my path to maths or da .