u/GarbageTop5404

الحلم الامريكي stem

انا كنت ع طول اسمع ان ستم مدرسة عالية وبياجيلها منح كتير وانضف مليون مره من المدارس الحكومي وبالفعل اخويا في تالتة اعدادي وماشاء الله بيجيب دراجات حلوة وانا وهو متفقين علي ستم علشان نضيفة

لسة مكتشف الصب دة دلوقتي وكلة شغلل يشتم في المدرسة!

لية الناس بتشتم في ستم؟، هل علشان المواد صعبة؟

ولا علشان ملهاش مستقبل مثلاً ؟ (ياريت حد يكون متخرج منها)

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u/GarbageTop5404 — 5 days ago

Config

حد يعرف كونفات بتدي نت مجاني

سمعت ان في كونفات بتستغل المواقع التعليمية علشان تدي انترنت مجاني وميسحبش من الباقة الاساسية

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u/GarbageTop5404 — 6 days ago

Heavy eating + Laziness = Lust

I once watched a video of a priest saying that the craving for food always goes hand in hand with sexual desire. But how?

It’s because when someone overeats, becomes sluggish, and just sits there watching TV or scrolling through Reels, it’s only a matter of time before sexual urges kick in.

Honestly, I’ve noticed this pattern myself many times. I’ll get a meal I love, eat way too much, and then crash on the couch. That’s exactly when the sexual thoughts start creeping in. As we all know, the only solution in that moment is flight (escape).

You either have to sleep it off and wake up fresh, or go grab a coffee, pray, and distract yourself with anything else.

So, be mindful of this connection. May God be with you all! ❤️

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u/GarbageTop5404 — 7 days ago

I'm mentally broken

I’m someone whose childhood was scarred by sex and things I couldn’t understand. From a very young age, I was exposed to sexual imagery and situations that were way beyond my years. I even witnessed my parents having sex; I didn't understand what was happening back then, but I remember feeling terrified. Those memories got stuck in my head and became the center of my thoughts. Because I had too much free time and nothing to do, my mind just kept circling back to them.

By the time I was 10, I started hanging out with older kids. That’s when I was introduced to pornography. I used to sit and watch it with them constantly until I became addicted. The rush of dopamine from those videos was the only thing that made me feel "happy."

A while later, I discovered masturbation. I was told it’s how a man feels like he’s having sex with a woman. At the time, I didn't even know what sex really was or its consequences (I didn't even know it leads to having children). I tried it once, and just like that, I became addicted to it along with porn. It has been a daily struggle for me ever since.

Recently, something happened that changed things. I met a truly beautiful girl and loved her with all my heart. But the relationship didn't stay pure. It shifted from love to lust. We started fueling each other's urges until we eventually had sex twice. I broke up with her recently... and it hurts because I still love her.

But I feel sick. She was beautiful, religious, and a wonderful person. I feel like I corrupted her. I dragged her into my mess, and she didn't deserve that. She didn't deserve to love a man as broken as I am.

I’ve tried to quit porn and masturbation so many times. I tried every method out there. My longest streak was 3 months, but I relapsed. I feel like I'm not normal.

If you’ve read this far, please guide me. Help me in any way you can, or even just pray for me. I’ve decided not to reach out to the girl I love until I conquer this addiction and become a healthy, normal human being again.

Please help me. Sorry for the long post. ❤️‍🩹

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u/GarbageTop5404 — 8 days ago