I almost never leave my house (m21)
Ive been living alone for 2 years now. I almost never leave my house. Only for groceries or appointments. I usually stay inside for more than a week and then go grocery shopping food for a week. I live in a small appartment and i never open my blinds. So its like im trapped in a box. I have a therapy session in a week so maybe that will help. I have alot of childhood trauma that affected me and altered my brain in a negative way. I feel like a loser and even had nihilistic/s thoughts