u/Gemito_137

I won’t bore you with uninteresting details, so the main point is what i’ve written in the title.
I loved her with all my heart and would do anything about her but she always needed some masculine attention from other men which really bothered me, but we would always end up solving the problems.

The thing is she told me she had lost interest and wanted to focus on herself because she didn’t feel capable of having a relationship. To give you some context, we met this year because I was new in her class and we started dating after 2 months of talking.

After we broke up, we still had to do projects and high school assignments together so we were on good terms, more like friends although sometimes we would end up making out.

She called me while I was in the gym and told me she had something important to tell me, she said it was better if she could call me later because she needed my attention so I agreed and when I got home, she called me again.

I thought it was something important about the sport she practises but when she told me right away she was super exited because she had just started talking in Instagram to another guy in my class that she finds super hot and began texting him while on the video call.

Straight after she told me this I entered in shock and didn’t know how to react so I hung up. I genuinely don’t know what she wanted from me, but if she was seeking to shatter my heart into pieces she absolutely succeeded.
I wanted to cry but I couldn’t, I just didn’t know how to react so I went to my living room and began telling jokes to my parents as I always do instead of talking about my problems.

I don’t think I’m capable of overcoming this, they’ve just started talking and I’m gonna see them kiss in class soon. I physically can’t see that, it makes me sick and fills me with the worse feeling ever. She definitely knows what this makes me feel and I just don’t know why the fuck she wants to fuck me like this after I gave her my everything.

I just need help with this situation it’s affecting me physically and mentally, my appetite has disappeared and I just feel without energy and with the worst sadness and tiredness ever. I think this might be depression symptoms what what the fuck do I know.

Thanks everyone and sorry for the long text.

I won’t bore you with uninteresting details, so the main point is what i’ve written in the title.
I loved her with all my heart and would do anything about her but she always needed some masculine attention from other men which really bothered me, but we would always end up solving the problems.

The thing is she told me she had lost interest and wanted to focus on herself because she didn’t feel capable of having a relationship. To give you some context, we met this year because I was new in her class and we started dating after 2 months of talking.

After we broke up, we still had to do projects and high school assignments together so we were on good terms, more like friends although sometimes we would end up making out.

She called me while I was in the gym and told me she had something important to tell me, she said it was better if she could call me later because she needed my attention so I agreed and when I got home, she called me again.

I thought it was something important about the sport she practises but when she told me right away she was super exited because she had just started talking in Instagram to another guy in my class that she finds super hot and began texting him while on the video call.

Straight after she told me this I entered in shock and didn’t know how to react so I hung up. I genuinely don’t know what she wanted from me, but if she was seeking to shatter my heart into pieces she absolutely succeeded.
I wanted to cry but I couldn’t, I just didn’t know how to react so I went to my living room and began telling jokes to my parents as I always do instead of talking about my problems.

I don’t think I’m capable of overcoming this, they’ve just started talking and I’m gonna see them kiss in class soon. I physically can’t see that, it makes me sick and fills me with the worse feeling ever. She definitely knows what this makes me feel and I just don’t know why the fuck she wants to fuck me like this after I gave her my everything.

I just need help with this situation it’s affecting me physically and mentally, my appetite has disappeared and I just feel without energy and with the worst sadness and tiredness ever. I think this might be depression symptoms what what the fuck do I know.

Thanks everyone and sorry for the long text.