Baby Fever at 39
Hello all! I turn 40 January 2027 and I want a family. Problem is partly because i dont have much of one myself. I have my 78 year old Dad who lives with me, Aunt and Uncle in their 70's about 40 minutes away, 2 good local girlfriends and many cousins in other states. I dont have a father for babies. I feel alone in this world sometimes and I wouldnt want to bring a child into this world to feel the same pain. Id want them to have siblings, but how can this be done? What happens to my babies if something happens to me? Will i work full time - What will i do for child care? What happens in emergencies and im sick or they are sick? I own my home, mortgage is PAID off, car paid off, property taxes 6k/year. I make 50-60k year. Please tell me how this can be done. It takes a village to raise a child and right now that doesnt exist for me. Makes me cry thinking about not evwr being a mom.