I feel like my wife hates me.
Please tell me what you’d do;
My wife and I are expecting our second child together in October. We both have two girls each from our previous marriages and we have a one year old son together. Most days I feel so much love and look forward to our future together. But then there are days like yesterday and today that she treats me like absolute shit, like she hates my guts. I’m currently in our basement which is the only place in this house that I feel a small amount of belonging, yet she keeps fucking with me as I try to print stuff on our 3D printers that we use to sell stuff at our local flea market. She’s canceled multiple prints from her phone for no reason at all other than to get under my skin.
This previous Saturday, we were good. We spent the day together at the flea market, made a decent amount of money, etc. I slap her butt when I pass her, she grabs my balls as she passes me, etc. We were good and our normal selves.
Fast forward to going to bed that night, I go down on her for a good amount of time, which is something I enjoy. She has told me that I am the only person to make her cum. So for me, I love doing that to her. Afterwards, she insists one going down on me. I initially said “it’s ok, let’s go to bed” as we had an early morning ahead of us, but she insisted. She’s pregnant, she’s got a lot on her plate everyday, she does so much for our family, so I don’t ever expect anything in return. But she insisted so I agreed.
To be frank, she is the only woman that has a very made me orgasm from oral, so I normally don’t last long. I was enjoying it, but all of a sudden, her tooth nicked me just under the base of the tip and it was very painful. I tried to push through but it was so sensitive and uncomfortable so I suggested having sex instead. It was just as uncomfortable and painful, so I eventually lost my erection. She was upset, and understandably quiet afterwards. I have had surgeries in the past that have messed with my ability to stay hard so it’s been an issue before as well. But I’ve made it a point to make changes to mitigate this problem.
As I said, she’s pregnant and it’s probably hormones and such, but she constantly says things that are demeaning to her looks or that I don’t think she’s beautiful, etc.
She is so far from reality here. I think she is the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen. I find myself just admiring her at every opportunity. She is THE most gorgeous woman I’ve ever seen. I am 1000% in love with her. I’d have to write many, many posts to articulate how her and I came to be.
So the day after me being nicked, I’m at the flea market trying to sell our products. Each time I use the bathroom, my dick is literally bleeding. I’m thinking to myself, that I should be the one that is mad, but I’m not. All I want to do is ensure that she doesn’t feel like I am and explain to her that I know it wasn’t done on purpose. So I leave it alone.
When I get home, she’s continuing ignoring me. I try to talk to her, she won’t have it. In front of her girls and my daughter, she completely treats me like I don’t exist.
So now 48 hours later, I’m still feeling this way. She’s enjoying her time without me which is probably the most hurtful thing to me. For me, I have been deployed for six months here and there, and in all of those months, I only thought of being reunited with her. I feel like she hates my guts and I have no idea how to go about this.
Tl;dr, my wife bite my dick and is mad that I lost an erection.