u/Ghost_Toast1963

I recently finished the first game and all the juli kidman DLCs and i loved them! whats the general consensus on them though?

I thought juli was a very well written character who felt realistic! it also gives us a whole new persepctive that makes a lot of sense- she seems like an enemy in base game, aswell as being kinda uh useless, especially when shes saying theres too many of them on in the building until we learn shes fighting the light woman in her reality! How cool! I also loved the gameplay it was a nice break from shooting and allowed me to build a different skill haha. Although like the base game some parts area bit repetative i.e safe head in base game becomes so annoying but i still enjoyed it. also by far the scariest part if the game and dlc is when juli fights herself- they juli's are so uncanny i was so unnerved- I loved it!!

edit: im so happy other people enjoyed it!!! shes such a good character- like I feel i and persuade her moew than Sebastian but to be fair they're doing such different things its hard for his lore to be as prevalent when he's always almost dying.

I've been lost in how I feel about sex and touch. I do identify as bisexual and have since I was 12 (18f). But I'm not sure if I feel sexual attraction. Like I find people hot and may be like "he could get it", and i get so excited looking at pictures of my celebrity crush, but not in a I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM way. The thought of sex makes me nervous and sounds gross frankly but I can't tell if that's because im just anxious about doing it (which I have once - more info later) or if I just dont want to.

I have a boyfriend and he's great we've been dating a year and a half. But I never initiate and if I do its because I feel bad he always does. Once I'm in the mood its all ok and sexual acts are enjoyable, but it's more him doing stuff to​ me than me to him because I just feel uncomfortable with it a lot of the time. We've had sex once after trying for a while because it was hard (maybe my fault idk) and it was short bcs he accidently pulled out and I was too tired, because we'd done some stuff before, to carry on. That was a while ago and because of exams and holidays I haven't seen him in a while and now I'm nervous to see him (as I usually am) because I know there will be touching and kissing and I dont care for it a lot, at least not right now?

Although he is an amazing boyfriend and my first and everytime I apologise he understands and says he knows how I am so he doesn't mind and likes doing stuff to me. But I feel awful that I dont. But I love just talking to him and spending time with him more than doing anything in the bedroom. And now im almost off to uni (and he is too ) and I'm not sure when or how to break it off or if I just want to because now I​'m too nervous to want to have sex with him and touch him, etc.

more info- I dont watch porn, I dont touch myself- when I have its been like ok i guess but its not something I've done more than like 3 times lol. I do get sexually turned on when we kiss properly but if we never did again I'd be ok with it. Before our relationship I was worried about sex and stuff because it made me feel uncomfortable but im okish now. I dont know if this aversion is due to past events?? I haven't been assaulted or anything but I remember my friend always explained and talking about sex when we were 14, I didnt really care, made me go ew unless we joked. Sex in films is like ok ew ok​ let me finish the story. And im a generally anxious person.

Any advice and opinions welcome 🙏