u/Gimme_da_Gabagool

I want to leave everything behind and go on a road trip for like 2 weeks. Unfortunately I don’t really have faith in my vehicle to go out of state and safely come back. Does anyone else feel this way?

Last time I talked to her was April first. Day by day things have gotten easier, but there are still bad moments here and there. A big part of me still misses her, but the other part reminds me of the bad that was in the relationship. Motivation is coming back slowly. The plans and goals that I had with her are gone, but I’ve gotten new ones in return. Sometimes I get lost in my head imagining what I would say if I talked to her again. The last interaction plays in my mind and sometimes I get angry. When that happens I get depressed, I don’t want to be resentful, but it’s hard sometimes. Hopefully this month goes by quicker than last.