u/GiraffePlus7554

Basically the title. Huge gaps in memory, basically cannot remember anything before 2018 and that year to around 2020 feels like a very badly written and unrealistic movie I was forced to watch, have this weird diary entries of talking to fricking Error sans in my head in Snowdin nearly daily for 3 whole years??? I have no clue what that last one is about either, I have no memory of that. I wasn't even an Error fan iirc. My main suspicion is from the gaps of memory, friends and family claim my holier-than-thou and arrogant attitude is annoying during arguments but like I'm not someone that likes or even gets into arguments, I'd rather literally walk away from conflict or resolve it calmly. Plus I genuinely do not remember any of the arguments they were talking about and believed it was an elaborate prank for a whole year. And I would still have continued to believe that if it wasn't for my obsession with writing everything down, which made me realize this "prank" has been going on for way too long and none of those people have any reason to do that

I just wanna be able to remember what the hell happened man :/ therapy is not an option because I can't convince my dad and physically cannot walk that far myself (+ I'm writing this at 4am, if any wordings are funky that's why)

So idk much about bedbugs but apparently my grandma has been having a very bad infestation and we were over at their once house during that, found some suspicious blood stains a month ago and my dad just shrugged my concerns. Anyways found one of those fckers on my bed. At 3am. With more blood stains on the sheets (look I'm nearly blind and don't notice unless I'm looking for something)

Anyways so I steamed everything. Again I don't really know much, I just know how the bugs looks (needed it for an art piece don't ask) and that they die at 60-120 degrees Celsius. The mattress? Steamed. Sheets including the clean ones? Steamed, cleaned, ironed. The desk? Steamed. Nightstand? Steamed? The things that don't make sense to steam I steamed them anyways and put them on a black trashback which now they're having a sunbath lol

I'm a super paranoid person and don't want those hellspawns to hurt my cat, anything else I should do? This is genuine and anything helps, don't say if I'm overkilling it because there is no overkill when my cat is involved. Also should I do this to others rooms?