u/Glass-Comparison6300

I find it so creepy the amount of men who will avoid me now that I tell people I'm 30, which I will do immediately to be taken seriously lol. Very predatory and remembering how all these old men would act all nice to me when I myself was young. Different job, same stuff. and recently a 50+ yr old contractor was watching me while I worked. Grinning at me and my coworkers even noticed. Well, he and another guy were around me.. and I say around me cause I felt they were surrounding my space and joking about how young I am. I remained serious and monotone and said, "im 30 yrs old." They both looked shocked. Said they thought I was 19 and walked away and that 50+ guy said I was "old as fuck"to the other guy. Be aware these men out here preying on your daughters once they get outta high school. They try to get touchy, they try to Say what they want and will make other advances like asking for personal things or pictures!! It's a whole dark side that some women and men may not notice. And towards the young women. I myself had a lot of creepy encounters since I started working and I was the one who got in trouble. Why? Cause I was Young and Naive and they knew how to play the system and talk their way out of it.. nobody wants to hear it. They want it dropped to protect something bigger is all. Also young women are blamed for Everything and they know it. I hear guys talking bout that too

I get pretty privilege a lot. Stared at. I've worked with mostly men since I was 19 and the things I've heard from them is insane and creepy. All while having kids, wives or not or whatever. So going to a store and seeing these same type of men staring at me like damn predators, freaks me out. And I don't know how to handle it. I will get majorly upset, I will look angry and be super passive aggressive to protect my myself and it sounds crazy. I feel women are treated like we're crazy when we finally break down. I have a hard time shopping or going anywhere. I'm very petite. My face is small and I'm compared to a child since I've lost 20 lbs. Yet men act like it's an invitation to be creepy. Like I don't see through them and it makes me angry. I look around and guys are just making eye contact and smirking at me and it pisses me off. I wanna be left alone. I'm not interested. It's ANNOYING. Please no hate.

I don't get it. Was confirmed with cat scan (I believe it was) that my nose was "very deviated" but they wanted to go through with a balloon sinuplasty. I cancelled as I have been wanting my nose to be straightened. It's clearly crooked. It looks crooked, feels crooked and one nostral is always blocked by a wall of my crooked nose. I don't get why I'm always treated like I don't need these things, I have a feeling this ent just wanted me to keep coming back or something. If I'm gonna pay the copay through my insurance I'd rather pay for a large down payment for a rhinoplasty/septoplasty for the price I'd pay for the copay for the sinuplasty..