u/Glass_W_Theirname

So, I was trying out a new team comp with some level 1's and doubled checked everything and I booted in and realized after two rooms that I didn't have any torches. My plan then was I would just keep going until my torch went out and pop a campfire in the adjacent room to reset it, whilst keeping stress to a minimum and just try to earn enough to make up for my mistake before abandoning the mission.

My resetted torch went out after 3 or so rooms. Then I thought, eh who cares about these guys that much, and tried to run it without torches. I ran through the entire dungeon and was only surprised once. I was hitting crazy crits and my occultist nearly died before popping a 30 crit on himself. I cleared through the fights pretty easily and 100% the dungeon.

I am on Radiant, for a more casual first time finishing playthrough. So I only learned of entire playthroughs that are torchless after doing that dungeon. Experimenting in this game is surprising less punishing than I thought, and a lot of fun!

Edit: Thank you guys for the information, I've learned some things about this game. Also I accident put a typo in the title, my bad..

Edit 2: You guys are telling me too many cool things, stop. I’m vulnerable to this, and now I want to play the game more, I’m susceptible, and can’t handle it. I’m kidding, can I please know more.?

I’m talking to this amazing boy lately and we called today, he is the best thing ever. I think I love him, I think about him all the time and fantasize and yearn for a life with him. We love flirting with each other, and we bounce off each other so well in conversation.

And it isn’t one sided!! I always crush, and I’m always stuck in one sided relationships, and when people flirt with me, they only want me sexually, but he‘s amazing, he‘s also smart, and well read and wants me in such a different multitude.

But this isn’t the problem. I go by any pronouns, and I’m non-binary. With this boy, I’ve been using masculine pronouns and titles with him, which I love just as well. I would love for him to call me his boyfriend, partner, all of it! I love the way he talks to me.. But, I want to transition.

I want to transition on estrogen, I want to bind. It sounds kind of redundant, but I really like the effects of estrogen as well, and I’ve wanted it for years. And I’m getting that opportunity after wanting it for over 5 years. And this perfectly imperfect boy is making me doubt if it’ll even be worth it. I haven’t stressed about my gender this much in years.

It’s not that he disapproves of being feminine presenting, he likes being feminine too. But sure, acting and presenting feminine has been on the table, but transitioning is messy, and I haven’t talked to him about it. If i transition, and it’s undesirable to him then I ruin the best thing I’ve ever had, and he loses me. If I talk about transition and I ruin my chances with pretty boy, I’ll sob.

He wants this relationship to last a long time, and for it to work, and I do too! I feel an ache in my chest at the thought of losing him. I yearn and fantasize about being with him. I sleep in my bed wishing I was with him. I feel like I might be choosing between food and water here. It feels awful. .

I probably have to talk to him tomorrow

Wow Torchless is an actually thing

I’m having silly boy problems