u/Glittering-Milk-8081

Day 4 of cold turkey

I had been fine the first two/three days of quitting, but today and into last night have been the WORST. Mental problems have come back without mercy, I’m breaking down over little things, and things that didn’t bother me as much now become something that ruins everything. I’m here now wishing that I never quit, because now I’m realizing why I started in the first place.

I do realize that vaping probably didn’t help as much as I thought, but this is so much harder than I thought it was going to be.

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u/Glittering-Milk-8081 — 4 days ago

Is there anything for the oral fixation?

I’m finally quitting, cold turkey. This first 24 hours have been hell, but it’s the longest I’ve gone without a vape in a long time (I used to need it every half hour).

However, I find that if I have a mint or piece of gum, I’m way less likely to want another puff than if I’m just sitting around bored. Is there anything else I can use for the feeling without it being something to eat? Like a rubber mouth piece I can use? I want a little permanent piece I carry around without having to worry about running out of mints/gum. Thank you in advance for reading, I can’t wait to report finally leaving this habit!

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u/Glittering-Milk-8081 — 8 days ago

What kind of hair type is this? Is it just damaged?

I did my best to capture everything, but I’ll also explain what I’ve seen and noticed

I notice with my hair, the face and front of the hair is pretty well defined, with loose curls especially at the ends. In the back, however, it feels a bit more like waves? I’m not able to get a good look without the phone camera, but it (kinda) looks like it’s trying to be waves. It’s also the part that’s hardest to style given that it doesn’t… do much.

And yes, this hair has been bleached once before. It was a pretty bad attempt at home for highlights, and the darker parts are where I’m trying to grow out the attempt so I can cut it off later.

I’ve tried so far to use Miracle Curl from Aussie (shampoo and conditioner), and paired it with leave in conditioner before bed. It works wonders for the front, but the back still leaves a lot to be desired.

Is my hair in the back trying to curl and it’s just damaged? Or is it supposed to just be wavy in the back?

u/Glittering-Milk-8081 — 9 days ago

Hi all! I want to say this before getting into it: I do not need the game back, I ONLY want to know what happened because NO ONE believes me.

I had purchased and played Phoenix Wright: Ace attorney back in 2023-2024 (can’t remember exactly when). I only got through the first case, but I remember having the game for myself CLEARLY. I played, saved, and remember clicking on the copy when I had it. The only funky detail I got confused was having to look closer at Sahwit’s face and hand through a black and white lens to look for contradictions (no, this was not Apollo Justice, I looked over footage of that game and that’s not what I saw).

Now, I recently played the game on my boyfriend’s switch (he has all of the games). I remembered every detail of the first case and solved it perfectly. After I’d replayed that first case, I decided to go back to my switch lite and find where I’d left off. It was GONE. I looked through my virtual cards, it’s not there. Purchase history had nothing either. Hidden virtual cards had nothing. I can’t find this game ANYWHERE. It was weird too, because when playing on my boyfriend’s switch, it didn’t even have my previous progress.

Let me tell you this: I purposefully avoided Phoenix Wright spoilers for YEARS just so I could play the game blind. There is no way I saw a video of this playthrough. If I’d dreamed this game up, how did I remember EVERYTHING to press? If it was somehow a dream, I’m signing up to be a psychic because HOW would I have predicted a whole playthrough?

The only possible reasons I can think of are these:

  1. I somehow purchased a bad copy from the official eShop and it got taken down

  2. The copy I had ended up getting reworked or updated while my switch was completely dead for weeks on end and just disappeared

  3. The universe has decided to pull the best gaslighting over a video game

I am actively losing my mind. I know I bought and played this on my own device. Please help.

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u/Glittering-Milk-8081 — 16 days ago

Hi all!

I had the strangest dream and I’ve been trying to find what it could mean, but I think I could use additional help.

It started with a bluebird caught on a fishhook, specifically caught under the eye. I went to pull it out, and released it- however, seven crows came along and attacked it relentlessly. I went to try and chase off the crows, but they all made off with the bluebird.

When I was still trying and failing to do so, I saw a wolf carrying a coyote in its maw. I went to chase the wolf off to help the coyote, and I managed to recover the coyote, but the wolf kept trying to attack. I made loud noises and threw things at it, but the wolf kept charging. In the end, I remember the wolf tackling me to the ground and that’s when I woke up.

What could all of this mean? I usually have positive dreams about crows and wolves, so why did they turn when I was helping the coyote and bluebird?

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u/Glittering-Milk-8081 — 25 days ago