Need advice urgently!
I currently have moved back to my hometown after living in Illinois for 2 years. I got pregnant had a baby over there. Long story short, I had a falling out with the baby’s dad due to drinking, so I moved back home in December. I’m so confused right now. I keep thinking if I should go back to the baby‘s dad since I’m still in love with him. The baby’s dad doesn’t want to move out of Illinois and I want for my baby to have a present father. On the other hand, I don’t want to disappoint my family any more than I feel they are. They have always been there for me and the baby in the toughest times. They have been welcoming and loving to my baby from the start. I just feel stuck in this point of my life. I’ve constantly been thinking my life choices for weeks now and it’s giving me anxiety.