u/Glittering-Tea-6627

I feel like I have low iq naturally since I was a kid

I don't know how to think about this, maybe they won't actually kick me out but I'm still worried I don't wanna end up homeless even worse than I'm now.

Every time I think about getting the job I have a million bad scenario run through my head and makes me wanna puke from the anxiety.

I've already worked before and I know that It's gonna suck extremely bad and I won't be able to handle it.

I feel stuck with no way out this is such a pathetic way to live man, I wish I was a bit luckier than this but it is what it is.

there is so much wrong with me, now I'm really tempted to take the easy way out because I can't and wont be able to handle living.

Idk man I feel like shit 24/7

I just played a couple of games and each time I life grip a teammate they cancel by accident because they were constantly jumping and the grip is so slow it buggs though doorways and walls I feel like they genuinely just nerfed him.

well I'm gonna miss playing him.

I genuinely don't want to attend the wedding, there will be alot of people there and I will be forced to talk to others and I don't wanna bother feeling like shit after

The amount of shit my toxic sister did to me isn't worth sacrificing my mental health for but I know I will still feel like an asshole at the end for not showing up.

Tired of using my phone for 14hr plus and wish I would just die

I need some ideas idc if its a bad cope i just need to deal with my thought otherwise imma lose it

Never go to AI for your personal problems it will never actually help you in a meaningful way and only make you overthink more and just frustrated.

Throughout my day I keep convincing myself every 5 minutes to not do a bad habit but its impossible and eventually you will break and the loop becomes harder and harder

It was over since the day I was born

Do you?

It traces back to the prehistoric era. Having someone who's neurodivergent or mentally ill means you risk having something bad happen to you or your tribe, it's kind of a survival instinct and a bonding tool for humans, and it's a part of the human brain to this day, but now it just manifests in a different way.

It's kind of sad that this is the way things are and that they won't change, but it's really hard to live like this. We didn't ask for any of this, that's why I'm an antinatalist and a misanthropist.

I'm really broke :/ I don't see a way out of this.

Everything I used to love is so boring and bland it's like my dopamine center is shutdown I don't know if this is depression or what but I just stare at the walls in my room now.

How am I supposed to "believe in my abilities" if all the feedback I get when I try is negative bullshit my entire life.

It just amazes me how simple they see the world I don't understand.

Everything about me is wrong

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