Are you here? X
Hi, I tried to speak with you last night. It was late. But I wanted to speak to you in person. I was hoping to see you today to talk. I had to wait 24 hours to be allowed to post here. I have no other means of reaching you. I don’t know your username as it changes so frequently. You see me here but you choose not to DM me. I’d love it if you would.
When we first met you gave me the wrong house number. So despite my efforts I can’t come to you. I’ve tried before as you know.
I had three hours sleep last night. I’m so tired and confused. Im sure you are too. I understand why you write here. It gives you an outlet for your thoughts. It enables you to speak in a way that you feel safe. But I find this communication so hard. The guesswork so tiring.
Why don’t you put your phone number through my letterbox? Or DM me and tell me it’s you. Use your name so I don’t have to second guess everything. Just speak to me please. I’ve asked you before. And you didn’t want to. I’m at a loss.
I’d really love to take the time to get to know you properly and slowly. I can only go at my pace. I think you are handsome. I’ve said openly here today that you are gorgeous. I need to feel comfortable with you and really get to know you. And converse normally. If that is not what you want, I will respect it.
But I can’t participate in this any longer. Please continue to voice your thoughts. It is your right. I’m not asking you to change yourself. But please be honest about what it is you really want.
Goodnight. 😴 I hope to hear from you. Just take the first step. xxx