u/Glittering_Art_2504

Hello, I am a teen and recently I got some thoughts that drove me crazy. I could describe it like my brain just refuses to understand that other people exist but despite it I interract with my friends, family and others in a normal way. Like I see a person and think: oh, he somehow sees the world, he has his own family, his own mind, he is doing something right now, he is going somewhere and he has some thoughts, he communicate with people I dont know. I mean, right now I am writing this post and then some people will answer me. Even the fact we communicate with each other impresses me. This drives me absolutely crazy. Like I am trying to understand basics that cannot be explained. Also, another thought causes anxiety, like if life has end anyway, why don't do something bad. I am never going to harm anyone or do something illegal, but I try to understand why bad things are bad and what is stopping me and others from doing evil things(but some people actually do)? Why are people different? How do other people think? What if all is unreal? Etc etc. And this causes anxiety and discomfort, because I cant find the answer, but anyway I follow morality. It is hard to put all of such thoughts in this post. So can you give me some advice, because I am tired of thinking about this stuff? Maybe books that I should read?

Hello, I am a teen and recently I got some thoughts that drove me crazy. I could describe it like my brain just refuses to understand that other people exist but despite it I interract with my friends, family and others in a normal way. Like I see a person and think: oh, he somehow sees the world, he has his own family, his own mind, he is doing something right now, he is going somewhere and he has some thoughts, he communicate with people I dont know. I mean, right now I am writing this post and then some people will answer me. Even the fact we communicate with each other impresses me. This drives me absolutely crazy. Like I am trying to understand basics that cannot be explained. Also, another thought causes anxiety, like if life has end anyway, why don't do something bad. I am never going to harm anyone or do something illegal, but I try to understand why bad things are bad and what is stopping me and others from doing evil things(but some people actually do)? Why are people different? How do other people think? And this causes anxiety and discomfort, because I cant find the answer, but anyway I follow morality. It is hard to put all of such thoughts in this post. So can you give me some advice, because I am tired of thinking about this stuff? Maybe books that I should read?