question
hi guys i dont know if this is the right community to ask this in but i just want to ask
So basically when i was younger about 2 years ago now i was in a very casual short term relationship now im in a longterm relationship with a man i truely love , in that short term relationship i was fingered by him, i didnt say no and i also didnt say yes i tried to shallowly push his hand away but it was enough that he probably didnt even notice, i felt alot of regret after that day, after that i got fingered by him more throughout the relationship and i was fine about it , is it odd that it upsets me now whenever thinking about the first time it happend and that i dont like to be fingered by my boyfriend?