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I moved to Florida in January 2025, leaving my belongings in my father’s garage in Connecticut. I wasn’t sure I’d stay, and I only bought my house last October. I told my father I’d arrange trusted friends—not strangers—to help when ready.

Now, here’s the problem. My dog died six weeks ago. Just two weeks after that loss—while I was grieving—my father told his cleaning ladies to “see if they wanted anything” from my stuff. He claims they wouldn’t go through boxes, but my son later discovered opened boxes, personal papers out, and my passport had even been in his house.

Tonight—on the eve of my birthday—my son picked up a TV from the garage, and my father asked, “What other TVs are up for grabs?”—still thinking of what to give these ladies, despite my daughter telling him they take nothing unless we supervise. At first, I thought I’d let them take a dresser—now I don’t want them taking anything. If friends don’t need it, I’ll donate.

Am I wrong for being this upset, or is my father wrong for pushing this on me while I’m still grieving—only six weeks after my loss? How do I handle this boundary from afar

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u/GlobalAd3555 — 22 days ago

I lost my dog 6 weeks ago, and I’m still completely shattered. He wasn’t “just a dog” to me. He was my soul dog, my baby, my safe place, and honestly one of the deepest loves of my life.

Something keeps happening that I can’t stop thinking about. Every time I get extremely sad, upset, or I’m staring at his pictures in deep thought, I get this tingling sensation in my left thigh. It has happened so many times that I’d say it happens almost every time I’m in that deep grief state. I read that sensations like this can happen from the nervous system, fight-or-flight, trauma, grief, and the body trying to protect itself from overwhelming emotional pain.

But part of me wants to believe it could be his energy. Like maybe my soul dog is still near me somehow. I know that might sound silly to some people, but when you love an animal this deeply, you look for any sign that they’re still with you.

I just wish I could get a more reassuring sign. I miss him so badly it physically hurts. I keep wondering if I’ll see him again when it’s my time to cross over. I’m religious, but more omnist, because I can’t fully pick one belief system. I believe in God, but I struggle because I don’t always see clear answers in religion about whether dogs go to heaven. I can’t imagine a heaven without him.

I want to be clear: I’m not going to hurt myself. But I do feel like my job here is done some days, and I feel ready for whatever comes after this life because I just want to be with my baby again.

Has anyone ever felt physical sensations like this after losing a soul pet? Did you ever feel like it was a sign from them?

Also, has anyone had any experience with meditation, dreams, sleep paralysis, astral projection, or anything spiritual that helped them feel close to their pet again? I don’t know how to do any of that safely or correctly, but I’m desperate for any peaceful way to feel connected to him.

Please be kind. I’m grieving very deeply, and I’m just trying to find comfort and hope that I’ll see him again someday.

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u/GlobalAd3555 — 23 days ago