my fiance 22M and i 21F have been together 8 years and engaged for one. i’ve already set aside wedding planning due to some behavior i haven’t been liking recently (coming home late, binge drinking with friends etc) but after some times passed i began planning again two weeks ago.
today my fiance searched something for me on google, but first i saw his recommended link which was only fans. he quickly tried to hide it before i saw it, and i even took his phone and went back to double check. we couldn’t talk about it because we were infront of family. i am so furious. he is spending his money on other girls and i feel disgusted. i don’t want to see the models, or if he was conversing or chatting or whatever. i honestly don’t want to know. i am just so hurt and reconsidering moving forward at all. would you move forward in wedding planning?
also i am so caught off guard because i could never imagine him physically cheating on me, but i also would’ve never thought he would pay money for other girls online.