u/GoatKnown

My Mr Chip passed in January of this year two weeks after his 7th birthday. He died in the OR. They couldn’t revive him. No chance to say goodbye and they didn’t act as if he would pass. They made it seem like, “hey! He will be back once we are done and he stays overnight”

Suspected spleen cancer and a “fbo” which they said could have been an intestinal twist. He was his normal silly self up until the end. No changes. He showed sudden signs on the last day. Vomiting everywhere. Breathing heavy. We rushed him in. Got the call after they took him back two hours later saying he’s gone and they’re attempting to revive him. 5 mins later… gone. I saw his lifeless body when I went back to the room they had.

I’m so unbelievably upset still. He was my soul dog. Im angry every time I see dogs living until old age and I know that’s wrong but I feel so upset that Chip didn’t get the chance to grow old. I don’t know how to cope with it. I feel so alone. I’m sorry Mr Chip… you deserved better. Life sucks.