my friend(m) was unknowingly teasing me(m) omg
Dude i’m so fuckin gay, but i’m not actually gay I’m omni.
My friend who I’ve had a crush on since like the 6th grade (we r sophomores now, so 4 years), and it’s every once in a while that I remember that he exists since we aren’t as close as we were in the 6th grade, but dude. He randomly told me that we r going on a walk (at 10’ at night??) when all we were meeting up for was for me to give him some borrowed paint markers back.
for a little more context: i had borrowed some paint markers to paint my new converses and I wanted to return them to him, and we live across the street so i just texted him “bro go outside, i’m done wit your markers” and he said “ok”. We meet up outside and he says “stay right here, i’ll go put these inside”, so I did, and when he came back out he told me that we are taking a walk.
I was a little shocked but also compliant because who would say no?? we walk for like 20 minutes just down the road and back and he says we should do this again some time, i say ok bc omg this is really nice. fast forward to three days later and we go on another walk, this time we walk a little further down that road to extend the amount of time we’re walking. he say some freaky things to me (like anyone our age does ofc), but he has no idea that i was literally thinking about what he said ALL NIGHT after that.
Fast forward again to like next week and he asks if I wanna go to the park nearby to hang out (because of he wants to hang out again wth) and I accept. We both literally snuck out this time to hang out instead of just asking like usual because it was almost 11’ and they were not awake. I’ve never snuck out before until then, but it was easy because my father was working that night (even tho i did get caught the next day because he has cameras 😒), and we stayed out pretty late, we even went to the gas station on our bikes.
Unless he reads this post somehow, some way, he’ll never know that bro was just unknowingly teasing me 😑 but anyway this was like a month and half ago so i don’t think we’ll be sneaking out again any time soon 😔
