u/Good_reason_1027

I backed out on a plan because I’ve been so stressed about having to do it and i literally dropped most of my stress on my other friend because i was having a panic attack and now i just feel like an asshole

im really glad i didnt talk about sh with them it might’ve ended up as a competition.

I just feel like i really need to start being more open with her because i can tell im going to start feeling bad again and I don’t want to do that alone it sucked and i do sh off and on and i think id feel alot more valid if i could talk to someone i trust but im really scared of accidentally draining them mentally too

Like because every single person around me has it worse i do not matter as much and my feelings are 100% invalid no matter what and if im crying but someone needs to vent i need to pull it together if that makes sense? idk i just want to know if im alone in this