u/Gprefo22

Hi everyone

Brief summary of my situation I tapered from a 30+ gpd to around 17gpd over 3 months.. it was not fun but I had more good days then bad. Then I found some low dose bupe in my closet and decided the hell with it I’m going to taper that to get down the rest of the way. Well I did that over a two week period and been off kratom for 20 days. I stopped the bupe last Friday. Since then withdrawal has still not been fun at all but manageable in the sense that i have been sleeping eating and going to work but thats it… no happiness now or in the near future.. I am a zombie walking.

Anyway I need some encouragement to throw the remaining kratom out to the trash tomorrow (we get pick ups on Friday)

My brain is doing a hard thing and craving to take a dose to feel any sort of happiness again.. it’s like a battle that one more will not hurt and I will be fine and feeling better tomorrow

I am so depressed I don’t even know what to do with myself at this point.

I can’t even fold my laundry without feeling like I ran a 10k….

Each day I think is going to be better and it is physically but mentally I am a fucking mess.

Hi everyone…

My husband and I bought a house on a busy road(big mistake) there is a farm infront and behind my house that the city is talking about approving a god damn development… we have 1 acre and the houses they want to billed will be .25 acre lots we are talking 300 houses… they are also talking about building commercially on the front side of my house. The traffic will be insurmountable… should I sell?

We have enough equity to pay off the house and move but we have only lived here 3 years so it’s obviously not a lot..

The market sucks right now to but if I don’t sell now I feel like I will never be able to.

Hello everyone I am 5 days clean from kratom. I did a long 3 month taper and wasn’t very successful and it sucked really bad. I had some buprenorphine films at 75mcg I started the first 2 days with 4 films and I am down to 3 today dosing in the am miday and pm. I am doing a fast taper since I just wanted to get through the worst of kratom withdrawal as I had a large habit.

My question now is chat gpt is telling me to hold my 3 films a day for 3 more days and to be honest I feel like completely shit today way worse then I even felt on day 2 or 3. Does the actute phase from kratom withdrawal really last 5+ days I’m still getting chills and super bad irratation but I am able to work it’s actually easier then being home with a screaming toddler.

I want to get off the belbuca but I obviously don’t want to go through a terrible withdrawal from this shit now.