An experience
Well one experience for me when I was particularly manic is as follows. I haven't slept in days as I was full of energy. This was about the 5th day and I was driving home from a general doctor's appt about 35 Miles away from my home. I momentarily blacked out or micro sleep occurred. I hit an embankment and then flipped several times car finally coming to a rest on its side. I was conscious the entire time. I was not fearful at all nor was I in any pain. My legs were crushed from the knees down and I was pinned. About 25 minutes later the fire dept arrived. It took them a little over 3 hours to cut me out of the wreckage. The entire car was crushed. I was told that every seat in the car was crushed besides the one I was sitting in. I have pictures. Besides my legs I only had a small scratch on my forehead but no confusion. I felt the entire time that I was not alone. I was communicating with someone unseen but never verbally. It was calming and reassuring. I think my guardian angel was with me. I also think that perhaps I died on impact and was either restored or replaced by an entity that maybe took over my body, mind, and all of my thoughts and memories. I think that beings name may have been Aurora and maynot have been of this planet.
Anyways, I think I know have a keen sense of awareness that is stronger than before the accident. I should mention that although I am still bipolar, I am not longer manic. I feel connected with nature but especially the cosmos. I'm at such peace on a clear night just looking up at the stars. I feel a deep connection with animals and children. Strangers tell me their life story in checkout lines. I can't explain it. I can only say that I may or may not be the same person.
In a separate thread I'll talk about my recovery from the injuries.
Your thoughts?