u/Great_Bed_3032

Hi! My only sister Josefin died in november 2023, all the sudden from pulmonary embolisms. She died alone. Noone had heard from her in a day and i tried to reach her at home but she didn’t answer the door, so i had to call the police and everything. Complete chaos.
It took some months before i began to dream about her because i slept so poorly.

The dream was that i woke up at my parents house because i heard a piano playing downstairs. My parents woke up aswell. We went down to the room where the piano was but it was quiet. Suddenly i feel this warm sensation run through me, just pure happiness and joy and love. Somehow I knew it was my sisters spirit. And then it dissapeared. We looked for her in the dream and suddenly we found her at our dining table at her usual spot. She just simply said: There you are! And smiled.
We sat down. We chatted about something random but then I asked her what she was doing there and if she remembered she was dead.
She said she knew she was dead.
But that she was well and that we shouldnt worry or feel sad for her. She was in a good place. She said it wasn’t that bad to die like she had imagined. It was nothing to be afraid of.
I asked her if there is a heaven but she just smiled and said that she is not allowed to say anything. I asked her if i could hug her but she said no thats not possible. She also said something about that she wont come and see us if we were sad. It upsets her.

Then i woke up but i felt happy all day because of the dream.
I’ve never had such a dream again. Only disturbing ones where i see her but i don’t make it in time and she just vanish into thin air before i can touch her. And they just leave me with a bad feeling all day.

What do you think? A visitation dream or just my mind trying to create some closure because i never got to say goodbye?

I miss her very much. I have been thinking much about her lately again. I hope she didn’t suffer in her final moments but it still hurts so much that she was all alone and couldn’t call for help. She had no chance. She must have been so scared and it hurts me so bad just thinking about it.
I hope she knows how much i loved her even though i was bad at reaching out to her sometimes. I wish i could change things and have spent more time with her but its too late for that. I hope she knows i regret that. I just thought we would have more time together.
We went to see a medium some months after it happened and the medium said that my sister had asked why i had not come to see her more often? It was such a hurtful thing to say to me and seemed so unlike my sister who was always very kind and diplomatic. Maybe she said it to make cherish the people around me more or something..

Hey everyone! For over a year i have been having issues with pain over my left collarbone, armpit, neck and shoulder with tingles down to my elborste and down to my little fingers. Workout and movement behind or above the head worsen it. I feel very tired in my left side. I think too much excercise has given me these issues. I work as a nurse aswell so it’s a lot of over the head movements/heavy lifts.
My physiotherapeut is not sure if its TOS or minor pectoris syndrome. But we’re working on it.

Also have pulsatile tinnitus in my right ear which is movement related (if i move my neck, lie or stand up). MRI, MRA and MRV of my brain is fine.

Been trying to find Scientific articles that supports a correlation between TOS and pulsative tinnitus but i havent really found anything.
Does anybody here have pulsatile tinnitus with their TOS?