u/Greedy_Order8917

I’m sure many of us are stuck with this, they say we can’t ask for closure from them and if we do they would likely ignore it, but i also can’t seem to find my own closure.

She treated me so badly but i make excuses for her, her pmdd or adhd, even now i make excuses yet i have dozens of examples of being made to feel small, disrespected, unloved etc, i can read the list of things every day and still want her to come back into my life in some way, yet i know she won’t - but i still struggle to close the door.

How do i find the closure in myself? it’s been 6 months.

Please send your positive thoughts as i embark on this journey, broke up in November, my decision, tried to get her back a month later and she said no, later blocked me on everything a few weeks later after sending one final message on news eve to me. it’s been a hard 5 months but i believe she’s the one for me so my mindset is changing today from wishing to knowing and i’ll update accordingly.

Any tips and hints for a beginner ?