Please suggest some swoon worthy romcom, just finished pursuit of jade. P.S. I have already watched majority of the popular shows :
Hidden love, first frost, wifty, put your head, best thing, our generation, love between the lines, everyone loves me, Lighter and princess, speed and love, Amidst a snowstorm of love
And I'm not a fan of historical dramas
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Hi, so I'm a 24F working as a software engineer at one of the mid-scale, well-reputed companies in Pakistan. I've been working for over 3 years now, but I still struggle with handling pressure and I don't mean workload. Honestly, I'm the person who gets the most tasks done per sprint, and I'm pretty fast too. One of my clients even complimented me on my speed. But where I fall apart is when a sudden production bug pops up related to my task, something unexpected happens, or I make a silly mistake. I also have severe anxiety issues which makes it so much worse. My stomach literally starts turning, I start sweating, and it shows on my face. My mind just stops working in those moments.
Outside of that, I know I'm pretty decent at what I do. Bug fixes, new features, daily tasks, I handle all of that fine. But the moment I'm put in one of those situations, I completely lose it.
I know it's very common for a bug to slip past QA and make it to prod, and even if the issue is tiny and remotely related to me, I just cannot sleep.
Today, for example, I shut my laptop at 7:45 and put both my phone and laptop in another room to detox from screens. Thirty minutes later when I checked my phone, I had a message from my manager about a prod issue affecting multiple customers.
A little context, I recently switched jobs and I'm only in my 3rd month here. The environment is pretty chill, but it's hard being the only woman among 12 men. The issue itself was related to a task from a release that went out a month ago, and today after a new release, something weird started happening. I'm still new, I don't have access to a lot of things yet, so I couldn't pinpoint the issue. I told my manager the API was returning a 0 count, though I wasn't fully sure, and I messaged a teammate asking how to view prod data, but he didn't reply.
Now my entire weekend feels ruined and I know I'm just going to keep spiraling like this.
Please tell me if this is normal or is it even worth all the worry
Helloi, so I'm a 24F working as a software engineer at one of the mid-scale, well-reputed companies in Pakistan. I've been working for over 3 years now, but I still struggle with handling pressure and I don't mean workload. Honestly, I'm the person who gets the most tasks done per sprint, and I'm pretty fast too. One of my clients even complimented me on my speed. But where I fall apart is when a sudden production bug pops up related to my task, something unexpected happens, or I make a silly mistake. I also have severe anxiety issues which makes it so much worse. My stomach literally starts turning, I start sweating, and it shows on my face. My mind just stops working in those moments.
Outside of that, I know I'm pretty decent at what I do. Bug fixes, new features, daily tasks, I handle all of that fine. But the moment I'm put in one of those situations, I completely lose it.
I know it's very common for a bug to slip past QA and make it to prod, and even if the issue is tiny and remotely related to me, I just cannot sleep.
Today, for example, I shut my laptop at 7:45 and put both my phone and laptop in another room to detox from screens. Thirty minutes later when I checked my phone, I had a message from my manager about a prod issue affecting multiple customers.
A little context, I recently switched jobs and I'm only in my 3rd month here. The environment is pretty chill, but it's hard being the only woman among 12 men. The issue itself was related to a task from a release that went out a month ago, and today after a new release, something weird started happening. I'm still new, I don't have access to a lot of things yet, so I couldn't pinpoint the issue. I told my manager the API was returning a 0 count, though I wasn't fully sure, and I messaged a teammate asking how to view prod data, but he didn't reply.
Now my entire weekend feels ruined and I know I'm just going to keep spiraling like this. I'm always literally at the edge worrying that I might break something.
Please tell if I'm being over sensitive or is it normal OR is it worth being worried all the time.