There’s been so many excuses for why you lied and cheated and why you kept lying. Now you’re telling me that you’re having seizures and that it might be a neurological issue. Why should I believe you now when it seems like just something else to save face.
I’m going back over our conversations and making a playlist from every song that you have sent me. I love watching videos you send me and looking at pictures that you have sent me. I am not sure you realize how in love with you I am or believe it because I can’t help but be amazed by you and completely and utterly enamored. You have connected with on an intellectual, emotional, and physical level creating such a wonderfully intense bond of intimacy that I have never experienced with another man and fear I may never again. You are my best friend and I am in love with you.