How do I learn how to make the game fun again
Its a bit of a rant post but its one of, if not the main reason Im not improving
The game has just lost some enjoyment. I want to play more, but Im so focused on how Im doing, how my teammate are doing, how the games going that Ive forgotten what makes it fun. Most games are blowouts I find, and sure stomping the other team is enjoyable, but when 50-60% of games are complete losses with what feels like no chance of winning Im just not sure what to do.
I recently watched I few videos by wizardhyeong and he posed the idea of playing for yourself and not the result. Ive REALLY struggled with this through the 4ish years ive played the game. Im just not sure how to transition my mindset to one where I can have fun, even when I get destroyed. Maybe its a streak of bad matching making or something but Im not sure how I can keep playing these games
just to get it off my back, 17-20 vs 62-8 combined DPS. How do I find fun in games like this?
Just not sure how to move away from a results based mindset.
edit; also heres the video, its very well done. https://youtu.be/GJCngmLFDgw