u/Gullible_Pain2407

I got kicked out.

I'm about to fail my A-levels. but, you know, that isn't the end of the world.

I struggled to find a job and when I did I got sacked just a few months later. I didn't save up and I didn't spend the money on anything useful. except for a couple driving lessons that I had to cut short. And everything else got spent on beer and fags and food.

I've quit showing up to college all together. It just seems a little pointless now, since I stopped studying a year ago. Don't ask me why, I have no idea. And at this point, after all this time, I'm even a little embarrassed to show up.

So, I just sorta wanted to ask, if anyone in the past was in a similar vein to me, what are they doing now?

What sorta future should I expect? So I can get my bearings. Not get too hopeless but also not get my hopes up. (this comes off a little disrespectful, I don't mean it to be.)

I accept who I am. I have good and bad traits. I believe one can't exist w/o the other, and I'm not prepared to throw out all the good because of all the bad.

But I still wonder sometimes why I do these things and why it feels like I can't function like a regular person.

Anyway, any advice or anecdote is appreciated, I'm asking you lot cos I can't ask my dad.

Cheers

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