stuck in a state of quasi and im sick and tired of wanting to recover but not have changes to my body
it's hitting to me as I'm about to enter college and realizing there will be no one really checking up on me or helping me on this recovery to get my period back. it is also smth i don't feel comfortable telling anyone. i've been missing my period since last june and i'm starting to feel more worried (mainly bc i don't want my mom stressing over me too much) but no matter what i cant seem to convince myself to eat certain types of food or even eat more calories....ugh idk like ive been increasing my intake but not to the threshold that most people do so idk at this point i really dont want to continue like this though but i can't bring myself to accept that my body will change in recovery