stuck in a state of quasi and im sick and tired of wanting to recover but not have changes to my body

it's hitting to me as I'm about to enter college and realizing there will be no one really checking up on me or helping me on this recovery to get my period back. it is also smth i don't feel comfortable telling anyone. i've been missing my period since last june and i'm starting to feel more worried (mainly bc i don't want my mom stressing over me too much) but no matter what i cant seem to convince myself to eat certain types of food or even eat more calories....ugh idk like ive been increasing my intake but not to the threshold that most people do so idk at this point i really dont want to continue like this though but i can't bring myself to accept that my body will change in recovery

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u/HabitSubstantial4268 — 3 days ago
▲ 2 r/UMBC

is it a good idea to take chem 101, math 152, and phys 121 in the fall ?

title cuz my friends keep telling me not take it during fall because its tm but i dont wanna deal w it later (btw im a chem major)

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u/HabitSubstantial4268 — 10 days ago
▲ 2 r/Subliminal+1 crossposts

why am i not seeing results?

ok SO basically i’ve been using subs since like 2020 and it’s been off and on whether or not i get results and lowk i haven’t been getting results (except grades which i’ve always kept getting high marks) but im trying to manifest a specific hangout/more interaction with my crush which includes more texting but recently he has been more drier with his texts and everything seems like uno reverse or idk what’s could be affect my results 😭🙏🙏

u/HabitSubstantial4268 — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/APChem

so ok i keep scoring like a 65/100 for both frq and mqc and according to alberto.io im in the high end of a 4, BUT ofc i realllyyyy want a 5, so idk if there is much i can do to score an actual 5 for tuesday. also bc idk i've heard the practice tests are harder than the actual? idk i'll believe anything to make me feel more confident i can get a 5 LMAFO

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u/HabitSubstantial4268 — 2 months ago