u/HalibanStan00

I heard this song for the first time today. I think it's incredible. The beat, the subject matter, the flow, all top tier. I was wondering when it was released or even if it was released at all.

Over the past few days, I've been seeing the "My homie ran into Lucki" meme far too often. Where the hell did this thing even come from?

Do y’all prefer the intro with the two guys talking and the cars in the background, or the intro from the Lonewolf video, where he starts with, “I’m really sad, Zac.”? For me, it’s the latter.

It was an otherworldly experience. Surprised I’ve never heard it before.

I must either be abysmally bad at interpreting eye contact or it is one of the worst indicators of romantic interest. For three out of the last four crushes I have had, the primary reason I thought that they liked me back was eye contact. In all three of these cases, there was no way for me to have mistaken the occurrence of eye contact. It is not at all plausible that it didn't happen. In the worst of the three, the girl literally waved at me from across a room. There was no one else on that entire side of the room that was even remotely glancing in her direction. I too was only looking that way due to the presence of the instructor, who was just behind her. I was rejected about a month later. In another case, I caught one girl staring at me for a solid two minutes before looking away. (On an unrelated note, she sent me a Valentine's Day heart, although this may or may not have been a joke planned by her friends.) I wasn't even rejected in this situation: I walked up to her and asked if I could have a moment and was instead brushed off.

I have at times considered the very likely possibility that it is not that eye contact was a poor indication of the interest of these three people, but rather it was my extremely poor response to the perceived interest that prevented me from actually entering a relationship with them. In the case of the girl who waved, I skipped a bunch of steps that in retrospect should've been common sense, such as actually becoming a genuine friend of hers, getting her number, etc., and instead jumped straight into asking her out. Very foolish. It was an incredibly awkward six months. I've also been told that I'm not really that presentable, in the sense that I dress very disinterestedly, neglect my hair, and suffer from bad odor. These are all certainly valid reasons for why I failed in these cases, and demonstrate that my critique of eye contact is not necessarily justified.

However, we come to the third of these cases. After genuinely attempting to fix the issues that I mentioned suffering from above, I began noticing that one of the more well known girls in the circles I traverse was also staring at me. Being a bit more wary of eye contact, however, I decided to take a measured approach this time, and wait for her to do something before attempting any bullshit of my own. Within a period of a few weeks, she attempted to compliment my shirt (at least I think it was a complement, as she was somewhat mumbling incoherently) and asked me for my Rubik's Cube. Now keep in mind, this girl and I had spoken maybe twice or thrice before then. And she was asking me for a Rubik's Cube. Admittedly, I was an ass about it, as after about two minutes of her being unable to solve the cube, I asked if she was done. (She did solve it, but neglected to give it back.) After conferring with a few friends of mine, I asked her for her number. The number she gave me was that of her male friend. She's now happily flirting with some other guy I know.

The more of this post I write, the more I realize that my troubles aren't really to be attributed to my horrible interpretation of eye contact as much as my just being an idiot. I hope this post is useful to some of you out there, and trust that you'll be able to learn from my mistakes. Good day.

(I've considered not posting this, but for educational purposes as well as my own sanity, I feel obligated to do so. I've invested too much emotional effort into this to discard it, but lack the energy to restructure it into something more coherent and concise. My apologies for the confusing and ambiguous structure of this post. I promise that all posts of mine will be more coherent in the future.)