Breaking Point
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Married six years
My husband (M39) dx two weeks ago ADHD. Medication management in three weeks. I am (F38). We are currently separated too, live in the same house, sleep in different bedrooms, and share a toddler.
We're in couples counseling but he shows up drunk, it's promise after promise, he hasn't gone to an AA meeting. Everyday is a broken promise, it hasn’t been 24 hours and he has already broken a promise. Says he wants to work it out, loves me.
He's extremely disorganized, has horrible mood swings, and he's also verbally abusive when he drinks. There’s so much more, but the post will be too long. I walk on eggshells everyday, don’t want to come home, nervous, stressed, medicated, panic attacks everyday.
tl;dr: husband is an alcoholic