35M, recently divorced which took half of my 401k. Seeking advice on how to move forward financially.
Current situation:
Trying to decide whether to:
Thoughts?
Edit: I recently sold a family home and have $65k in cash. Wasn’t sure if I should save some or just pay off the student loan in this current economy.
I’m currently dating someone who has been kind, emotionally supportive, empathetic, and overall a very safe space for me. He does not struggle with alcoholism, and up until now, alcohol has only really been part of social situations or going out to eat together.
Recently, though, he had a really difficult day. His response was to drink heavily, get drunk, and make sarcastic comments about hoping to get alcohol poisoning.
I understood that the comment came from emotional overwhelm and frustration, and I truly do have empathy for what he was feeling in that moment. But I also realized how deeply triggering it was for me because of my past experiences.
Coming out of a relationship where alcohol became a coping mechanism for stress, disappointment, and emotional turmoil, I’ve worked very hard to rebuild a sense of emotional safety for myself. Hearing someone respond to pain by drinking excessively immediately brought back feelings I do not want to relive.
What’s difficult is that I care about this person deeply, and I don’t think this one moment defines who he is. But it did make me realize I need to establish boundaries for myself now instead of ignoring my discomfort and hoping it goes away.
I know I cannot control how someone chooses to cope with stress, but I also know I do not want to normalize excessive drinking as an emotional outlet in my life again. I’m learning that protecting my peace sometimes means stepping back from situations that feel familiar in unhealthy ways, even when the person involved is otherwise loving and supportive.
I think I’m mostly posting because I’m trying to figure out the balance between compassion for someone else’s hard moments and honoring my own emotional triggers and boundaries.
And also because I wanted to thank this group. During the darkest parts of planning my exit from my marriage, many of you reminded me that I deserved stability, peace, and emotional safety. Those words stayed with me more than you probably realize.
TL;DR: I’m dating someone who is generally kind, emotionally supportive, and not an alcoholic, but after a really hard day he drank heavily and made sarcastic comments about wanting alcohol poisoning so he “wouldn’t feel anything.” As someone currently divorcing an alcoholic partner, it deeply triggered me and brought back fears of repeating unhealthy patterns. I’m trying to figure out how to balance empathy for his bad moment while also setting boundaries to protect my own emotional safety and peace.