19 and don’t know what to do.
I am 19(f) and am currently in my 3rd semester of community college. I am doing pretty good, I have a 3.9 GPA but I really had to work for it and I don’t love being a student I want to be done asap. This is summer semester, and I already had to drop one of my classes because it seems like way too much and I feel burnt out. I hate feeling like a quitter. But I had to drop it and it’s sending me into a spiral. I don’t know what I want to do for a living, I love exercise and pilates, and was hoping to get pilates certified after I graduate with my associates. I am pretty sure I can’t make a living off that. I live at home with my parents and I don’t get out much or have a lot of friends. People I know from highschool are at universities or already nurses assistants, my sister chose a trade (hairdresser) and she is doing amazing. I feel like I wasn’t born with a talent. I don’t know how to get out and decide what I want to do. My parents are old fashion and believe I should live at home till i’m married and don’t see much value in college (that’s why i’m going to community college because I had no guidance choosing a school or career). I feel stuck and am very afraid of going down the wrong path, choosing the wrong thing, and finding out it’s too late. I am not sure what to do here or how to figure out what I want. I am also a christian, so if you are and have any advice praying about these things it’s appreciated. Any other advice is of course appreciated as well. Thank you.