I remember when I was having regular sex I was never obsessed about it. But since last few months I have been overly obsessed about it, thinking , imagining fantasizing... I dont know if my libido has gone up or this is just the result of no sex for long...
I must be 10-11 when my father's cousin sister came to live with us for her studies.. Since Mom was in job my aunt would be there after I returnedfrom school.. We would often take nap in the same bed.. I remember she would call me during winters and would squeeze me between her legs pretending its cold... she would rub her over my back like humping from behind... one night I could literally see her touching my thing inside my underwear...I had started getting hard but dint cum yet ... but I remember the touch, the feel .. since I liked it too , I allowed it to happen till she left for higher studies... now in her 40s when I see her I cant stop thking of her in a weird way..