u/Helpful_Grapes

I tried to read the thoughts that you'd worked overtime to stop
You said, "F*** off," and I said nothing for a while.

You know I think about you all the time…
And my deep misunderstanding of your life.

And how bad it must havе been for you back thenAnd how hard it was to keep it all inside

I hope you sеttle down, I hope you marry rich
I hope you're scared of only ordinary s***
Like murderers and ghosts and cancer on your skin, not your soul and what He might do with it.

ill always miss you. thank you.

you can treat every day like a new day. you can reinvent yourself and be better than the day before. don’t let the opinions of others or fear make decisions for you. live life like it’s the last one we got, because there are only 3 undeniable truths. we are all going to get sick, we are all going to grow old, and we are all going to die.

I wasn't emotional when you told me the news, you seemed surprised. I will miss you, you are and will always be someone special to me. I think you remember how close we used to be. I'm sure it will be easier to miss someone that's gone, than someone who's still around. I'm glad we're friends - but I'll always miss the time when being your friend felt so much lighter. I hope things work out for you.

It’s so tough to put how I feel into words that don’t keep flailing around like a geriatric patient having a stroke.

I miss you, in general.

I hate you, for dismissing me so easily.

I love you, because you’re familiar.

I despise you, because you’re annoying as hell.

I wish I didn’t try to win your heart, it ruined everything we had. I still believe that somehow you’ll come back, but I’m not going to wait for you.

I know you had other things going on which I couldn’t be a part of. Maybe I’m selfish, but despite it all this quiet certainty feels better than where I was.

I’m learning how to carry,

What we never got to say.

Some truths don’t fit the timing,

So we had to walk away.

Be good, and I hope you don’t miss me too much. If you can figure out a way back from this space, go for it.