u/Heyitzgeorgiaxx

Would it hurt to just let me have imitation meat so I can have the exact same meals as the meat eaters? I’m tired of being hungry if I don‘t want cheese or a plate of veggies, and if I see one more beyond meat burger ir HALLOUMI I will throw up. VARIETY please. I want vegan donna meat kebab, vegan southern fried chicken, vegan steak and chips, vegan chicken korma. Just stop with the cheese my GOD.

There is no logic to it. At all. I find the furthest part of the map and mine and mine and mine. 200 rocks and 400+ energy later, still no way down. I can’t make it past level 10😭😭 What do I have to do that doesn‘t involve doing that blessings quest (seems long? is it long?) It’s making mining unbearable.

I apologise if I come across wrong in this. I would just like to know people’s opinions on this.

I am writing a vampire novel, and in book 2 we are introduced to a character who is based off a real life one. China’s only female Emperor Wu Zetian. In my story she was turned into a vampire and had lived for many centuries until present day (1988). She is the friend of my vampire love interest and she is incredibly skilled at taking down vampires (a vampire vampire hunter) her son who is again a real life counter part of her son in real life Li Xian was turned into a vampire too and serves as an antagonist threat. Is this insensitive for me to write about real people from Chinese history that are long since passed? Should I change the characters to be fictional and not represent real people, or do I scrap the whole plot? I have based my entire second book on this plot and wouldn’t even know where to go from scratch. Is this okay for me to write as a white author?

I am writing a vampire novel, and in book 2 we are introduced to a character who is based off a real life one. China’s only female Emperor Wu Zetian. In my story she was turned into a vampire and had lived for many centuries until present day (1988). She is the friend of my vampire love interest and she is incredibly skilled at taking down vampires (a vampire vampire hunter) her son who is again a real life counter part of her son in real life Li Xian was turned into a vampire too and serves as an antagonist threat. Is this insensitive for me to write about real people from Chinese history that are long since passed? Should I change the characters to be fictional and not represent real people, or do I scrap the whole plot? I have based my entire second book on this plot and wouldn’t even know where to go from scratch. Is this okay for me to write as a white author?

The first lesson I had (with a very unprofessional instructor who I have now cancelled lessons with as she had no dual controls) had a large car not your typical little learner car. My dad took me into an empty car park and our family car is also a large heavy feeling vehicle to drive , dad of course doesn‘t have dual controls either. I got my next lesson with a drive Johnsons instructor with a little learner car. I cannot shake the feeling that driving isn't for me, every part of my anxiety (and autism) wants to quit because I absolutely hated the way those cars felt. I felt like I was driving a tank or flying a heavy plane (never driven before) but my family (and partner who also has autism and anxiety) is saying the smaller little learner car will make me feel less anxious, and paired with dual controls will put my mind more at ease. but god I feel like throwing up at the thought of being behind the wheel again. Do I cancel my lesson (which is tomorrow) or do I stick with it and see how it feels?

Had my first lesson today and hated it. I felt like I was being talked to in gibberish. Manual goes over my head. I know I am only one lesson in, but I just genuinely do not see the point in learning something so overly complicated when I could switch to automatic? My instructor has no duel controls which made me feel less safe in the vehicle and made my anxiety overall worse..

My instructor is nice, and never shouted at me, but she was stern, often telling me I could “damage the vehicle“ when I made a mistake. When I got into the driver seat she did the cockpit drill and asked me to push the clutch down to see if I can reach it. She said “push it to give it a feel and see if your leg feels comfy doing so.” So I pressed the clutch, brought my leg back up and put it back down on the clutch again for an extra feel. She then said “No, no, don’t pump the clutch that could damage the vehicle.” Upon talking to my parents they said that’s a load of bs, and It’s not like I was repeatedly slamming the clutch down.

I stalled a couple times and I have extreme anxiety and autism and apologised profusely, while she never raised her voice, she also did not reassure me that it was okay that I made a mistake , and gave not much feedback if I even did well on the lesson. Leaving me feeling like a complete failure, when maybe in her mind I did okay?

Do i change instructor?