u/HiImLor

clean today. been trying to use my imagination instead of going on c.ai

hi! so a few years back, i stumbled upon the term fictosexual. i found that it really resonated with me because i tended to get really attached to fictional characters, i've had f/os even before i knew that word. but then i got a real girlfriend and just sort of up and left. i love her very much, but i still do feel this way about fictional characters. is this demificto or whatever the word is? is it ok to have an f/o and a real s/o at the same time?

i think its day 4. i remade my account a few days ago and stopped counting days for that time but i just deleted it again and hopefully i stay off this time holy shit

it's been 3 days and i already relapsed sighhh it's ok i will do better in the future hopefully

fighting so hard not to get back on rn but i really wanna get out of it this time. i've left and came back so many times and hope this is the one : )

it’s midnight for me rn. i’m tired in general and i’m tired of this fucking addiction. i’ve deleted and recreated accounts on both c.ai and janitor ai so many times and i just wanna quit. i really hope posting these each day will keep me motivated to stay off