u/Hircosea

like I feel when a person is androgynous they're either beautiful and hot or creepy and freakish. Is it all genetics or is there a method to it?

I've felt this way since I was at least 19, probably even before that. I just feel like they're missing, like there's supposed to be something there that isn't. Sometimes I catch myself fidgeting and touching my chest area trying to feel something there. It isn't like masturbatory, the idea of having breasts isn't arousing to me, it just like in a way it's almost like I'm looking for them , searching, if that makes sense.