I've been experiencing nausea for like a year so they recommended me to get an endoscopy
The thing is I had a very bad reaction to iv fluids now I have PTSD from it so I'll definitely not be sedated. On top of that I have POTS so I'm just overall worried about sedation.
I'm really nervous for the endoscopy, could you guys tell me how it went?
F20 and i feel so insecure that i want to hide from the world, i cover myself with a blanket in the car so my parents dont look at me and realize the failure i am. if i make one mistake i feel like i have to hide myself for days.
I'm such an embarrassment and i can never think positively. I am thinking about buying a niqab just so i can feel invisible and left alone.
I've tried counseling and so many therapies and nothing seems to work, if you guys can share your stories it'd mean a lot to me