I guess I have narcissistic traits can I give you guys some scenarios ? From a really young age I learned I can manipulate people to get exactly what I wanted which is honestly pretty hard I’m one of 6 children so I really had to lay it on thick.
The first time I can remember doing this is at about three to get my parents attention I remember saying things like “I don’t love you anymore or telling them stuff like you only love me this much 🤏”
I’m the 2nd oldest a well sometimes when I tell people how I’ve acted they will assume I’m the youngest or maybe the only female in the home but no it was even 3 boys 3 girls mom and dad
anyways my parents split when I was about 13 and thats when i realized I don’t have to listen to anyone anymore , they split on bad terms so for a while there they didn’t communicate and I used it to my advantage engaging in really risky behaviors running away with grown men , at the time I always thought I was smarter drinking and smoking cigarettes all that fun stuff like I’m so grown up I can hang with these people and they don’t know I’m a kid, but I’m sure they did half of them were probably creeps.
anyways so this is where my running away began I like to disappear and scare my family that something bad has happened to me in stead of admitting to all the bad things I was doing
I’m now in my mid 30s and married with 2 children if my own 16&4 and I still pull stunts like this all if I get confronted about something that 9/10 times is true …
but as of lately I really wanna get help and not feel so attacked anytime any of says or asks anything of me ?