u/Honest-Weight-6116

The self talk was from a deranged person that likes to talk in his head usually ones of self pity or nagging about his situation. He never eats or sleep all he does is talking in his head. I lost this person before and I felt better for awhile now he is back and just nags about his situation. I can hear him all day long but no one else can. I don't know what does he want from me or what can I do about him. I can no longer fool myself my old hobby(PlayStation) doesn't interest me anymore but I need distraction from this constant noise.

they evicted me and I lost all my belongings, now I'm under court order. I managed to get a room in a basement where feels like hell. I am at work and feel so heavy and yet so light in my head. i just want to end it all as I don't see a purpose of this all

I don't know how to take it