How do you all get the courage to continue even when nothing is going right ?
Hello everyone,
I am 22(F), struggling with everything in life. I feel stuck , demotivated and wondering if there is any hope for the future. I have applied for so many internships and jobs and couldn't get one , this left me wondering if I will ever be able to achieve my dreams and goals. I feel like an absolute disappointment. I feel like everyone around me is doing great, some or the other way figured out their life. And here I am .... Still nothing.
And the worst part is that now I can't even gather the courage to continue. I want to but I can't. I can't find a single hope around me. Anything that I could hold and continue. Even if I gather courage to continue, something happens and I shatter again.
I don't even know what I am feeling and what's going on , sometimes I am at extreme calm and sometimes so anxious that I can't sleep. I don't even know what I am writing and what I am even looking for. I tried everything ... Listening to motivational vedios , reading books or motivational thoughts , believing in God but nothing is helping. I am just continuously loosing hope.
I don't want that for myself , but if I am looking at my future then all I am seeing is absolute darkness smbecause of which I can't gather the courage to continue. Either I am distracting myself of continuously worrying.
I hope I am able to express myself well. Is there anything that helped you in such dark times. I wonder how people even gather the courage to continue.