u/Honnaxxxxx

In December my mom forced me and my bf to break up because we did sexual things together. She went through my phone saw all the messages and photos and immediately forced us apart in february me and my bf reconnected in school but she find out because she checked my phone out of suspicion one day and found we were talking again. She forced us apart again and took my phone till the end of march because i wrote all the apologies she told me to write. She said maybe me and my bf would be able to talk in the future judging by some circumstances. On april 2nd i wrote her a long letter apologizing + how i changed, how i feel the situation has calmed down, and asking for minimal contact with my bf. She never replied to it so i gave her time to think about it but, it has been weeks and still no response so i sent her a message checking in on the letter and she read the text but never replied. My bf doesn’t want to keep us talking a secret anymore and is thinking we should break up but we love eachother more than anything it’s just my mom please i need help. I am scared of talking to her in person because she’s always so mean but i don’t want to lose the love of my life.