I’m so stupid 😔
I’ve been sextortioned before which made me super paranoid for a while but I got over it.
I did not get sextortioned again, what did happen is I was on an omegle-like website where I ran into a woman stripping herself. Without hesitation I started doing the same doing sexual acts on camera with face in view. After like maybe 30 seconds they skipped and I realized how stupid I was, it was a video I was watching (I know for a fact because the person in the video was still stripping when I got skipped.
I’m not worried of being sextortioned.
What I am worried of is that I’m extremely young looking and conventionally attractive so I have an irrational fear that the person recorded me and is going to post it somewhere. Especially on weird fettish corners of the internet (because I look really young)
I know it’s so dumb but I’m worried if I got famous or someone who knows me heavily disliked me they’d find that. Or someone just finds it who knows me.
There are bots on that website where it’ll play a video of a girl doing sexual acts, but they always send a chat to advertise a website. This person did not.
I’m just worried and hate the idea of me on the internet somewhere like that.
I know I should learn my listen I feel dumb.
I just need some reasonable thinking shoved down my
throat