u/HopefulTeaching3455

In short. Did the inner work - found consciousness and thoughts - Separated the two (saw life and the game everyone plays) - Now i have no friends or family who get me - Returning back to “the now” or the present has been a rough transition to say the least. I’m in between the old self and the new self. Nothing fits, nothing is out of shape, no sadness, no happiness just.. numb.

What sorta enlightenment has happened here?

Come off the end of a lengthy process. Dialled into internal work - Found and started living from the conscious (this is when you see everything and everyone for who they are in their games) - Now reconnection with “the now” or the present, i struggle to find peace in it. I’ve lost most of the friends i’ve made - Accepted thoughts to be a helper, then moved outside the thoughts. Now it’s very real, very raw.

In-between the old self and the new self. Nothing clicks, nothing excites, nothing sadness. Where do i go from here?