I meet her when I wasn't looking I was always told that's the best way to meet someone so true she's my soul mate my true love we where not on the same page for almost a year I tired to give her what she wanted didn't work i asked for one shot to try it my way didn't even give me a chance im a good person I like to think i could never be a one way person if I gave someone my time they should give you there people just suck anymore
I don't even know why try we have different ways of thinking
Everyone is scared to get hurt im definitely scared but im more scared of losing the amazing part and that can last longer a lot longer then the hurt and if your that scared of it and you never try then you get stuck with what could have been that the worst feeling ever
If your in love with 2 people and cant figure out what one you love maybe be truthful what them and see what happens
I hope your doing that's all care about its going tobm take me awhile to get over you I feel so empty inside
I do not want to give up i love this person so much definitely once in a life time kinda but I think she gave up seems like everything in my life in falling apart
I guess I can give her what she wants today i didn't care at all
Why would I ask you just jump around it and not answer it i would never delete you I care about you so much and I didn't want to say good bye i was trying to prove a point I mean you deleted me and blocked me
The world turned to shit theres no love left i remember dating and if it work out you start a relationship now all this other crap who can keep up with whats what I just said good bye someone I had so much love
I think its really over this
Time so depressed just lay in bed all weekend my heart hurts I feel empty
I been seeing this girl on and off for almost a year I just got her to start seeing me again she closed class she loves but first chance she gets she out with someone she claims she not sleeping with anyone else but her own family says she's fucking around on me but I keep believing her I see something special in her I love her so much not sure if there's anything I can do
Im so sick of people walking all over me because im nice it hurts when the person you love can't see what there doing clam to love but run me done every chance you get
I think about you all the time I thought a reset would help it just made me think more clearly and how I let it get so bad I should have done the rest before it got to this point I feel so much like myself then I have in months the only thing missing is her my soul mate my best friend I love you very much
What will work where both at the point where it needs to be more I see that so clearly things can only go so far then shit get tense
Been tripping every weekend for the past 3 weekends feel so much better only missing is her i fucking miss her i can't imagine my life without her
I am so beyond myself for 7 she says friends with benefits she ends and I I didn't do anything for it to grow how asking at least 4 time for real a relationship i get im not ready i had nothing to work towards she told me we will be nothing but frwith benefits so I was in something I never did before and there was no moving up so I started acting out im goid at relationship you will get the vest version of me