u/Horror-Journalist102

How to contact and who to contact

I was thinking about advancing in my rap skills and confidence, I have now one person that is really interested in supporting me, and I have been meaning to contact King Belial for a while now.

I read King Paimon is good to contact when it comes to the arts. I read about the candle colors even though they differ from difference sources and also the offerings (I have apples now and frankincense and sandalwood candles even though they might be off colour)

I was wondering when to contact which demon and how, can I just pay my respect in a text I write light a candle and meditate on the sigils?

I would appreciate some insight into your start as a demonolatry practitioner

And since it is more than one demon I want to contact how do I do it?

Thank you

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u/Horror-Journalist102 — 12 days ago

I am questioning

How should I start contacting daemons
I am a Muslim sometimes😅
I recently came out of psychosis and honestly I felt there was a possession aspect to it and a big part of humiliation

Anywho I want to be confident and pursue creativity and also find enjoyment in life again

I have been struggling for the past 8 and I want it to end

Honestly I want wealth, health, tap into my creativity and a support system around me, I have the book of S. Connolly I was wondering if I need to use blood etc. or if I can start off more simple.

Yes any tips are welcome

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u/Horror-Journalist102 — 12 days ago

Hey so Im back in contact with my family and it feels good to have people that love me even though they want to change me back into Islam, I don’t have a big problem with that because honestly I lost all my connections after living in another city for the last 4 years

Before that family living was stressful alsways moving around since the age of 17.

I want to make my family happy I have no idea of career choices really but I’m doing my best to find something…

I’m thinking about moving back to Somalia and just starting to live there with my family, but before that I want to have some sort of degree to support my family back home.

I’m thinking about removing my one tattoo and taking out my piercings so I’m not stressed so much by my family. Or potential husband eventually…

Yes it came so far that I just think about getting married to a cis man and live a chill life at home…

I stopped smoking weed probably forever who knows, never big of a drinker either…

I’m actually queer and someone who detransitioned… y’all can tell I’m in a chaotic time of my life

In addition to that I was in psychosis in the beginning of the year… which really made it obvious I don’t really have friends lol

I’m crying to my mum everyday but that’s also not what I want tbh but at least I feel safe to cry to her now

Soon I’ll go back to my own flat and be lonely but at least I talked to my mum and siblings again

Please can u tell anything in my chart which might give me a clue on how to proceed career wise or how I can become abundant and prosperous to support my family and myself

u/Horror-Journalist102 — 15 days ago
▲ 14 r/Kemetic

Hey I’m visiting my mum and after being very socially isolated it feels amazing, she is very Muslim that’s why we went many years no contact. Now I see some similarities to kemetic practices and do appreciate it. Washing myself praying multiple times a day, I feel very good it gives my day structure and also crying to my mum is the best thing ever, cause why did I ever cry to someone else?!?! She might not understand or support me at all but I see us coexisting just fine. Also I had so many issues with other ppl especially, if they are spiritual…

Anywho now I’m here thinking heaven and hell is a state of mind, ngl I was in hell without my mom, maybe she was also praying for me to be separated from „my friends“ and return to her bla bla

Anyways I love engaging in the religion to make her happy tho I wish to find a way for myself

Is there a heaven or hell concept in kemetic spirituality and how do you recommend me to start praying like a kemetic priest I heard it’s similar to how Muslims pray

I personally love prayer and would like to make it something I identify more with

I wish to pray for abundance for my family and I because I’m finding back to my ppl after rejecting them for so long… honestly I’m so happy because I think it gives my creative endeavors a framework that I have been looking for

Love, prosperity & health amen

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u/Horror-Journalist102 — 16 days ago

I don’t know what to do, I like creative stuff tho I basically am teaching myself some instruments but always want to learn something new like adding to my guitar and sax a piano (I play both less than a year too)

I came out of psychosis the beginning of the year and I have no friends really and I got kicked out of my families home by 17 and moved back multiple times. Now I haven’t moved back since 2022 and I feel like a complete failure.

Uni applications in creative fields have been denied twice and it always takes me so much to build myself back up.

I live in Germany Berlin and I feel super lonely and idk what to do with my life. I belief as a black woman im facing especially hardships but at this point I don’t even want to think about that.

Please give me some career tips as I would love to move to Kenya eventually.

Rn I’m thinking about trying fashion design again next year…

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u/Horror-Journalist102 — 17 days ago